10.Jan.2010 Project 52: Week #2

da evil’s back!

i have devoted my weekly 120minutes for her despite da fact that i have barely enough time for myself due to my oh-so-tight-that-i-could-barely-breathe schedule.

money is one fac­tor. and to relax is another one. irony right?

for that two hours, i can (tem­po­rary) leave my assign­ments and work­loads behind and have fun play­ing and chat­ting with her in bro­ken chi­nese, it’s SHE, NOT me okie!

and one great find­ing after that first two hours, kiddo’s NOT that scary after all. walao, i sounded like im well pre­pared to be a mami lid­dat choin Choi CHOI!

and one more thing, she can now pro­nounce lao shi  (老师) instead of lao sek (老色)! which’s good. lao sek sounds like a pedophilia seimou

haven’t seen her in awhile and boy girl, she’s grown chub­bier! now, there’s someone’s face is rounder than mine nyek nyek

ps: fai tit say eppie burf­dae to Antz­WorLd­dot­net! it’s been a good one year blog­ging here

07.Jan.2010 Of Me & U

i feel that me & u have been parted, both phys­i­cally and mentally…

i love how we used to see and touch each other in school

i love how we used to prat­tle on da phone for hours and hours

i love how we used to share our crush stories

i love how we used to tell dirty jokes in class

i love how we used to check on each other dur­ing major exam­i­na­tions, no msn fai tit cram!

i love how we used to laugh so hard at your most embar­rassed sto­ries, like your lil’ brother found out that u were mas­tur­bat­ing in room HAHAHAHAHAHA wtf

i love how we used to be that close and we were deemed as twins wtf minus da porn part

and i hate that dis­tance is indeed a killer for rela­tion­ship and friendship

da worst thing is that,

i don’t even know that u have got a bf seimou and u broke up few months back and u gone from dou­ble to sin­gle and u from sin­gle to dou­ble and then back to single =.=

and u all don’t even know i kissed a guy here and almost had an affair with him

ever since i started uni, i find that da we-moments ceased dras­ti­cally

i know there’s fb, phone calls and msn.

u can still keep in touch with them and they still know what u are doing what…u say.

still,

it’s just NOT da same, u know?

there will be some awk­ward silence when we were on da line

and we don’t msn fre­quently blame it on our tight schedule

we don’t have da telepa­thy which we use to have anymore.

le sigh, this is da price i paid for my degree

i can’t wait to fly back dur­ing cny, this time i will go vis­it­ing with u guys, rest assured!

though we don’t get to meet each other frequently

one thing that im glad is,

we are still be able to bitch when­ever we see each other, just like before.

count how many v(“,) are there wtf

04.Jan.2010 Awww…

Last year, I was going to kill myself. I wrote a note and slipped it into my best friend’s locker at school. That night, I was prepar­ing to die, when she crawled through my win­dow and kissed me. My first real kiss. Kris­tain, I know you read Gives­Me­Hope all the time. Will you marry me? via GMH

I work at a hair salon, and every Sat­ur­day this man brings his wife in to get her hair washed and blow dried. She had a stroke and can­not walk or talk, he also puts her lip­stick and blush on for her every morn­ing. They have been together for over 50 years. via LGMH

I work in aged care, and every day at morn­ing tea time, 2 res­i­dents sit together and share a slice of cake. They met 2 years ago when they came to live in the Nurs­ing home, and today they shared their first kiss. A room full of 70+ year old peo­ple clapped. True love, no mat­ter how old we are, is still mag­i­cal. via LGMH

I am bat­tling can­cer. I was trans­ferred to an out-of-state hos­pi­tal for a liver resec­tion. When I woke, I found my fiancé beside me, 17 hours from home. I asked him why he had come, he said “The day we get mar­ried I want to be able to look you in the eye and have you know that when I say ‘in sick­ness and in health,’ I mean it.” via LGMH

Today is my birth­day. A cou­ple months ago I was attacked by a dog that left hor­ren­dous scars on my face. My boyfriend made a book that says “You’re the most beau­ti­ful thing I have ever seen” in over 100 dif­fer­ent lan­guages. via LGMH

Today, My grand­mother got her first cell­phone, and she called me over to change her back­ground to a pic­ture of my departed grand­fa­ther who died 16 years ago. Her never end­ing love, GMH.

Yes­ter­day I turned my cal­cu­la­tor on to do my math home­work and “I love you” was writ­ten on the screen. My boyfriend said “I wrote it last Sun­day and I’ve been wait­ing all week for you to turn it on.” He knows I’m strug­gling with pre­calc and he can’t help me, but his love and sup­port make me want to do my best. It GMH.

My dad has a job that requires him to do quite a bit of trav­el­ling. Every time he goes away, no mat­ter how short the trip, he hides a card for my mom some­where in the house. She always finds it with a pic­ture, a quote, or a mes­sage telling her how much he misses her. They’ve been mar­ried 25 years. My par­ents endur­ing love and romance GMH.

I work in an ICU, and yes­ter­day while on shift I noticed that the same elderly man had been sleep­ing in the wait­ing room for four days. I asked him why he didn’t go home for a sleep. Turns out he is the hus­band of a woman in iso­la­tion on the ward. In his words “We’ve been mar­ried 65 years, I couldn’t sleep with­out her there any­way.” GMH

Last sum­mer, I went to Iowa for a week to visit my friends grand­par­ents with her. One night I was walk­ing up the stairs to go to sleep and I heard her grandpa’s voice. I asked why he was up so late, and she responded “My grandpa still reads to my grandma at night.” Their love GMH.

awww or no awww?

when where how can i find one who will lurve me uncon­di­tion­ally? my baby, can we stop play­ing hide and seek?

03.Jan.2010 Project 52: Week #1

since i have vowed to blog more fre­quently in 2010, so im com­mit­ting myself into this project 52 thingy where i will be post­ing snap­shots of da week on every sun­day (or mon­day if internet’s down) start­ing from today! which most prob­a­bly will be taken with my trusty bb and joe. this is a year-long endeav­our and hope­fully i have da per­se­ver­ance to accom­plish it! wish me luck every­buddy

and here’s da snap­shots of da past one week…

spot­ted this red hot belly dancer in da lab…didn’t really notice its exis­tence until recently seimou =.= my life revolves around two labs lately. one is where i carry out exper­i­ments while da other is where i lepak and kepo. both are located at da 3^rd floor of TWO dif­fer­ent build­ing. imag­ine da stairs i need to climb daily! haih so mun­dan haih i have no life haih~~~ btw, that red dancer is a shaker just in case u wanna know la…

23 biji of (hideous) hong kai tan (with uneven col­or­ing) and tong yun (with choc and cheese fill­ing XD) which kiki and i made to be pre­sented to loong as burf­dae pressie haha… eco­nom­i­cal and mem­o­rable what do u know! i don’t even have one on my big day *sulk*

this is how i look like now! just in case u have for­got­ten how i look like (how dare u!) and that lass beside is theng, my bff <3 and that lil’ black gor­geous gad­get on my hand is my new toy! i have already gave it him a moniker, black­baby. what to do, can’t afford a black­berry ma and that lil’ dan­gling cutie bear is a gift from kiki as 见面礼

and this is my first brekkie of 2010! glass noo­dle with home­made fish­ball. it’s just okay i would say…i had it at a cof­fee shop next to h5 inn if u must know. and par­don da fuzzi­ness of this snap­shot as it’s taken with my black­baby <3 and par­don da huge­ass­ness of these snap­shots as i want to uni­form da width to be 600.

sekian, tarima kasi.

so, how’s ur first week of year 2010 ar?

02.Jan.2010 2010 res­o­lu­tion

this is my first ever (hope­fully not da last one) res­o­lu­tion list in my life =.= actu­ally im sibeh exhausted now (just got back from lab), still i must list it down NOW. it’s now or never, i know myself so well one.

so here it is.

i can go on and on, but i think i bet­ter stop now… wait till i accom­plish these first, then i’ll post 2010 res­o­lu­tion part two

i spot­ted a croc­o­dile in da air  this noon