MAMI I LUUUUUUUUUURVE CHU BERRY MUCHY. and pecked her cheek followed by GOOD NITE MAMIIIIIIIII! for the first time, mami chu are like an angel! giving me hopes when everyone else is judging and disapproving! <3 <3 <3
Jan
07
2010
Category : Friends & Kin, Think & Thought
i feel that me & u have been parted, both physically and mentally…
i love how we used to see and touch each other in school
i love how we used to prattle on da phone for hours and hours
i love how we used to share our crush stories
i love how we used to tell dirty jokes in class
i love how we used to check on each other during major examinations, no msn fai tit cram!
i love how we used to laugh so hard at your most embarrassed stories, like your lil’ brother found out that u were masturbating in room HAHAHAHAHAHA wtf
i love how we used to be that close and we were deemed as twins wtf minus da porn part
and i hate that distance is indeed a killer for relationship and friendship
da worst thing is that,
i don’t even know that u have got a bf seimou and u broke up few months back and u gone from double to single 
and u from single to double and then back to single =.=
and u all don’t even know i kissed a guy here and almost had an affair with him
ever since i started uni, i find that da we-moments ceased drastically
i know there’s fb, phone calls and msn.
u can still keep in touch with them and they still know what u are doing what…u say.
still,
it’s just NOT da same, u know?
there will be some awkward silence when we were on da line
and we don’t msn frequently blame it on our tight schedule
we don’t have da telepathy which we use to have anymore.
le sigh, this is da price i paid for my degree
i can’t wait to fly back during cny, this time i will go visiting with u guys, rest assured!
though we don’t get to meet each other frequently
one thing that im glad is,
we are still be able to bitch whenever we see each other, just like before.
count how many v(“,) are there wtf
Oct
02
2009
Category : Friends & Kin, Point & Shoot, Think & Thought
da other day i posted this pic,
and i asked u guys to guess which is da lil’ ant ann
and im gonna reveal it now
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tadaa!
me with my legendary mushroom head (tong gu tao)
xin|stp|huai bin|foongpc guessed it right, very sharp-eyed wo
since im still on da awww-those-days mood, i decided to feast u with those days pics.
i only broke da new (of moving to malacca) few days before mid-sem break started…
i think it was circa may 1997.
lee fen brought her camera,
and we began to snap around with teachers (it was teacher’s day) and classmates
ka faii | ting yang | guo yi | ting sen (back) | err-i-forgot
they were mischievous then. da sticking-out-boy sat next to me in primary four. i remembered they would play basketball during recess. when da bell rang, they came back in sweat buckets ewww…
da boy next door table
me with disastrous hair | sydney | lee fen | li wan | li wan’s sis
see, im dark since young T_____________T
guess i didn’t change muchy since then
me in zaman kegelapan
back then, i was closest to leefen…we would have our daily chat on da phone for hours (i can boil really good porridge, u see)…that was those days…i managed to keep it touch with few close friend when i moved to malacca, somehow, we lose contact after few years
thanks to fb, now i in touch with them again 
few of them at least…
Sep
05
2009
Category : Preen & Plume, Think & Thought, Uni's Life
lately, academical shitload is inundating me leaving me with no breathing space. it’s gradually tearing me up into pieces. never-ending datelines keep flooding in like nobody’s business T-T im trying to strive. my dorm is like hotel now. and my table is so messy with papers, notes and whatnot (just couldn’t be bothered wei) roll out from bed early in da morning and only got back late in da evening (okok i know everybuddy is busy as bee! so i shall stop whining like a piggie now.). life’s so hectic. final year is definitely no fun
however, i still procrastinate a lot. well, as usual (im quite amazed that there’s spare time to slack *pat self on da back* wtf). i donno about u, i will have more oomph to do work last-minutely (if no oomph mati mati also have to do la *roll eyes*).
i have (finally) started my fyp. life is lagi sibuk now that i wanna cringe (STOP WHINING CAN’T U HEAR ME CONSTANCE ANN CSH!). but it feels good when people around me is as busy nyek nyek wtf at least i know im not alone nyek nyek wtf wtf
zzz is a luxury hobby now no. lemme correct it. 4-hour (ugly) zzz is a norm now (beauty zzz needs 8 hours ma). and i don’t camwhore as muchy (woah, i have turned over a new leaf wtf) cos i think i look horrible in pics
a totally unrelated pics…
on a lighter note, i was done with my fyp proposal presentation…relieved! shufok sai! it was okie. all i need now is comfort food (choc! *wink* stp *wink* and cheese! and shaved ice!)! but i left only 3 buck in my wallet, haih poor student im
on a darker note, reports and test next week. told u, it’s never-ending! grrrr…
Jul
25
2009
Category : Friends & Kin, Point & Shoot, Think & Thought, Uni's Life
been working real hard academically (hence my absence in virtual world) that i only had 3 hours zzz da past consecutive days 
so i vow. today. i MUST take a half day leave from it to let my silky hair down .
sometimes i think i forge on academical stuffs too hard and fast that i tend to pay no less heed to some things that happened/happen/happening around me 
like,
spot da 
- how this lurvely city town evolves over the three years. how buildings mushroom in Medan and Parkcity. how this city grows from nothing to something now
- how this particular Homo sapiens doesn’t seem to change after things happened. fark u woman. kiki once said that i have infinite patience when im dealing with living thing. it’s otherwise when it comes to non-living things, i tend to loose my mind easily. for example, when loading is slow, i would keep f5-ing for 76557764325454 times. another example will be, if my mouse moves rightabout from where i wanted he (yup it’s a HE) to, i would just smash it on da table
<— something liddis, replace da table with mouse. - how i took my friends & family for granted that i only knew that Aunty J is ill two weeks later. and i never take da initiative to contact them. tsk im such a lousy friend and family member
- how discontentments & grievances amass in me lately gradually subconsciously.
- how i forget something simple liddis is enough to put a
on my face. especially after a loong tiring day. - how i don’t flash out Joe to snap around that often anymore. da shutterbugism in me is dissipating OH NO… Joe is how i dub my camera, in case u forget.
- how fat accumulates on my barreh over da years. sad to admit this. i have been exercising almost everyday now cos i want my fit barreh back! *flexes nonexistent muscle*
my bliss saturday sail by smoothly that it’s ending in 5 mins, so far, it was an unfruitful one which means i have to get back to 7am-3am routine tomorrow onwards 
. life is cruel. and since it’s still saturday, i shall take this golden opportunity to zzz before 12! 
goodnite everybuddy!
