most of the lurve story started with boy meet girl. then they fall crazily in lurve.

well she pleaded to be different. they have known each other for few years. and it’s only few months back that they found there’s some sparks being lit surround them after a sunrise watching. they clicked instantly, faster than your average two-minute-instant-noodle, she kids you not. in fact, she was giggling when they first smooched. who have thought that they would be together huh? no effing ONE SATU YI YAT. not even the lead actress herself.

You and I were just made

to love each other now, forever and a day

-You and I by Scorpions-

to tell the truth, it was not your average relationship, or affair, because there’s more lust than lurve lied within them. they weren’t there for each other most of the time because the states of Seremban, Selangor and Perak part them. she’s one sensual person, she needs real hugs and kisses to feel him and feel safe instead of those virtual xoxo and ‘miss you’. they are not only distanced physically, they are incompatible mentally as well. the longer you are with one person, the more true colours you will see, the better you will know him. or so she thought. she knew that he’s not the one for her, don’t ask how, she just feel that. and she’s right. a gemini is never the perfect boyfriend.

I love you

Is all that you can’t say

Years gone by and still

Words don’t come easily

Like I love you I love you

-Baby Can I Hold You by Tracy Chapman-

and to tell another truth, the affair ended few days back. both of them have failed to make it happen. it had lasted merely three months, slightly longer than somebuddy (including herself) thought they could have survived. they had experienced sweet and sour pork, spicy and bitter moments together in that three months. remember that lil’ hill where they first watched sunrise, that tree where they first smooched underneath, that hut overlooking a serene polluted lake where they spent many mornings together. their memories are scattered all over the place. that stairs, that road, that waterfront, that seats, that eatery, that lift, that couch, that bathroom, and that room…

sometimes when she’s lonesome (reads: bum here and there doing absolutely nothing at all), her mind wanders. why just can’t she get a guy whom she lurves and he reciprocals eh? that will make things so muchy easier… however, life ain’t always a bed of roses, things liddis make people grows innit? no, don’t get her wrong, she’s not lamenting why this happened. she’s glad that it happened. she’s glad that he is was part of her undergraduate life.

thanks for walking into my life

and

thanks for making me realize that You and I is impossible.